THE BEAUTY AND THE CLINICAL COAT: GOSSIP GIRL

THE BEAUTY AND THE CLINICAL COAT: GOSSIP GIRL: so today is my birthday and i haven't had any sleep since yesterday. so much excitement and birthday wishes so just took this opportunity to...

GOSSIP GIRL

so today is my birthday and i haven't had any sleep since yesterday. so much excitement and birthday wishes so just took this opportunity to share my thoughts with y'all once again. so i was with a group of friends 2days ago (all girls) an i suddenly found myself caught in the middle of serious venomous gossip! we were about 5 girls and all i could hear around me was one beef or the other. the person in question was supposedly 'one of "the girls" some days ago. i just don't understand why girls cant be together without backstabbing! okay about two out of us actually had a direct issue with this person but the others.. why the washing i ask myself! this same girls saying shit about someone cant say it in her front and will be bad mouthing the same people shes badmouthing her with when they are with this girl!! she'll probably even be defending these same people when that happens. its really sad. all in the name of feeling among and having a say in the conversation you just end up talking totally out of line. some people think they have to have a say in what everyone is saying whether it is right or not. i for one despises any form of injustice or hypocrisy. i just don't feel right with being unfair and pretending. what i cant say in your front i wont say behind you and vice versa.. i don't know why girls more than two cant be united anymore. there must be division. my advise to girls is to be watchful of what you tell your fellow females because most of them don't have your best interests at hand and with a little misunderstanding, they will tell the whole world all your secrets! friends indeed! you see girls sharing the love! wearing the same thing, walking together, having 'gist' together all na wash! because what is going on in each individual's mind varies widely. the lesser the 'friends' the safer you are i tell ya! jealousy is like poison to a friendship. these days even, when fakeness is the order of the day one has to be extra careful. someone like me i am very liberal and open-minded i have friends of different characters and backgrounds and i am not judgmental and accommodate everyone. but out of all these friends, maybe one or two are my real friends but the people in question here do not even feel it. you might not be close to me at all left to me because maybe i don't trust you and yet you feel like you are my best friend. trust isn't something that should be given so easily. humans are really terrible. at this my young age, i am noticing a lot of things that will later germinate into the things our parents always warn us about concerning friends.. it starts from now this period in life. the people you move with now determine a lot who you are going to end up becoming. anyways my message to the world today, particularly my fellow females, quit the washing. it is not by force, not a do or die affair. and never let any guy issue come in between your friendships it sucks! that's just a piece of my beautiful mind.. happy birthday to me.. you know i'm awesome xoxo

ITS A CRAZY CRAZY WORLD

So lying in my bed right now i seek for inspiration a writer's inspiration. I reflect on what I have encountered during the day and want to put them in words. There I got it... ;) As a preacher's daughter, I am faced with many intricacies and different opinions. Just this morning my dad talked to us about heaven and heavenly things and how we should all strive to go there and flee away from sin. after the devotion I could swear I was going to text all those i have anything to do with that it is over! My dad just told me about my eternity and i am not going to let anything stand in my way. But I got to my room picked up my blackberry and that was the end! Everything I proposed to do in my heart was void I was going to read my Bible, text whoever I had to but what I saw on my TL and recent updates stuck me in one position and a quiet voice in my mind probed "what are you doing" but i ignored it. i suddenly felt tired to pick up a Bible around and started reasoning how awkward it will be to start texting anyone to say @I want to go to heaven my dad said...." (sighs). I really wonder why things that are not of God are more comfortable to us and easier to do. Why i would go to a club and rock all night but cant stay awake in church service not to talk of a night vigil. Its always the same routine. If a word of advice or good counseling or God's Word is given to you. it is so easy to forget about it when faced with day to day challenges. To know the truth that what you are doing is not good but can't find it in your heart to stop it. I for one will take myself as a case study. There is nothing they want to say in any church or gathering or talk that I wont have possibly come across because my father rings it in our ears all the time. i know what to do today that will make me the holiest but doing it is always a big problem. Don't you all agree to what I am talking about. It doesn't make any sense but yet we all are guilty of this. it is just easier to do as we please and not bother about anything else its easier that way but nemesis always end up catching up. its really silly but the truth. These days everything is just a routine, status-quo!!! You are a young pretty girl.. everyone expects you to have this boyfriend or you are a guy after this certain age you must have had sex before. You have to go clubbing every Friday night before everyone can agree you have a social life!! You have to use a blackberry you have to have a maga that supplies everything. You and your boyfriend are expected to be 'knacking' on a regular and its so odd when that's not the case!! Things are just boiling down to one conclusion or the other with no questions asked.. "is this right?" "does this glorify God?" its so easy to get confused of what is really the right thing these days... i myself get confused at times! We all want to say "so far i am not hurting anyone" "does it really matter?" "abeg jor i don't send anybody" now that's most of us' favorite.. 'i dont care what they say' or "they are hating" its even cool not to send now. Everything is just heading down one road! drives me nuts at times! well this is just a piece of my beautiful mind. Ramblings so to speak lol!i hope that y'all can agree with me or disagree :D share your views! you know i'm awesome! ;) xoxo